You’ve made your choice,
You’ve picked your side.
Just one time when I desperately needed you,
Without thinking, you picked your side.
You promised to stay didn’t you?
You promised we’ll grow up together,
You promised to be with me,
You promised to never break me again,
But then how come you did?
Remember that day I was by your side when no body was?
Remember that time when I made you laugh?
Remember that time when you left me with a nasty wound bleeding in the middle of the road?
Remember when I was alone begging for you, screaming ,but you….
You already picked your side.
It’s not that I hate you, I never will.
It’s not that I don’t want you with anyone else, I’d never do that to you.
You met me,
I helped you out of a broken place,
I did everything to be a good friend,
Faught with everyone,
You were always my first priority,
Always my biggest influence,
But I was never yours.
I was always your last preference.
I was always ‘an option’.
You always pretend,
Pretend to be someone better,
You wanted people around you when you already had me,
You were everything,
Everything I needed,
But you picked your side,
Left me on the pedestrian,
With a bleeding heart and a dying soul.
But I’ll be ok.
I’ll be amazing and maybe… Maybe one day I’ll look back at you with a smile ❤